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The longest relationship that Bucky ever had was with a girl named Daisy. They dated for a few months when he was nineteen, and he feels a little guilty for being unable to remember just how long exactly, or the color of her hair, or why they even broke up. He’s willing to bet that it was his fault, because he didn’t like being tied down. He was young and wanted to play the field, sow his wild oats before finding a girl he could build a life with. He figured he would have a boring life, unremarkable like his father’s, or his father before him.

Oh, how wrong he was. Everything changed and now he’s nothing like that young, dumb outgoing idiot who would chase girls with a charming grin. No, all his plans changed and he knows that he’ll never settle down with a wife and kids, but that’s okay. He’s different now, and Daisy doesn’t hold the record for longest relationship any longer. No, that record is tied between two ancient gods, and has been for an entire year.

It hits Bucky all of a sudden while he’s putting something into the calendar on his phone. He stares at an adjacent date and realizes why it’s so important— it’s been a year since Sylvie kissed him on that beach and told him that they could try, that they could all try, together.

Bucky was so sure that it would go wrong, or that he wouldn’t be able to handle it, or they’d get sick of him. He didn’t think it would last because nothing good ever does, but it’s been a whole year and she still loves him. And he loves her.

He doesn’t know if celebrating an anniversary would be of interest to Sylvie, mostly because a year probably doesn’t seem like such a long time to her or Loki. No, she probably wouldn’t like something big or fancy but she might appreciate the thought because as much as she would deny it, she’s a bit sentimental.

He sends her a text and asks her to come over, wondering if she’ll know why or if he’ll have to tell her. In any case, it’s been a year and they’re all still here, still in love despite all odds, and that deserves to be celebrated.

Date: 2023-08-03 07:49 pm (UTC)
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She is sentimental, more than she'd ever openly admit, but the evidence of it hangs on the end of a chain around her neck, the silver dagger pendant pleasantly catching the light whenever she walks. It even occurs to her that she knows why he's asking her to come over and a smile twitches at the edges of her mouth as she replies, telling him she'll be there soon.

It doesn't take Sylvie long to get ready. Besides a swipe of mascara, she can't be bothered with makeup and she runs her hands through her hair before dressing in jeans, boots, a grey t-shirt, with the dagger settled against the fabric. But halfway to Bucky's, in the back of a car, she realizes maybe he'd meant for this to be special. Maybe she's meant to dress up. Bring a gift.

"Fuck," she whispers. The driver glances at her in the rearview mirror as she changes her outfit in a shimmer of magic, replacing her jeans and t-shirt with a black dress. But then she feels overdressed and the green washes over her again, leaving her in a pair of black, well tailored pants and a green silk shirt. That somehow feels wrong, too, and by the time she arrives at Bucky's place, she's changed her outfit three more times, forgotten about stopping somewhere to get a gift and she knocks on his door, dressed in jeans, half a silk blouse, her t-shirt sticking out from the half she hasn't managed to properly manifest in her uncertainty.

Date: 2023-08-04 08:17 pm (UTC)
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"Oh, shut up," she answers. When she leans into the kiss, a green shimmer slides down the length of her body, starting with her shoulders and ending at her feet. In the end, she's dressed in the jeans and t-shirt she started in.

If Bucky didn't like her like this, they certainly wouldn't still be together, as Sylvie rarely wears anything else. She always looks entirely put together, but still casual, both fashionable and ready for a fight at any moment. They may be jeans and a t-shirt, but they look like expensive jeans and a t-shirt.

"You look nice," she says, dragging a finger down the centre of his chest. "Dark blue. Hmm."

Date: 2023-08-14 04:04 pm (UTC)
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She still remembers the argument they had over the colour of a sweater, how angry she had been at him for such a stupid reason, but she remembers it for a good reason. For the necklace she wears daily.

"Was I supposed to bring a gift?" she ask, hand against his chest as Bopp squirms between them. She shifts back a little, ducking to scratch Bopp's ears in greeting, then she looks back up at Bucky, waiting for a response.

She feels like she was supposed to. Anniversaries are something people celebrate with gifts. All this is still so new to her, however, and Bucky's birthday had been successful, but she'd been on edge nearly the entire time, wondering if she had done things properly.

Date: 2023-08-19 02:40 pm (UTC)
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"Oh, that was terribly corny, minus five points," Sylvie quips, though the faint flush of pink in her cheeks and her smile say otherwise. At this point, she's sure he can read her with relative ease and knows, despite her words, she likes what he's said very much.

Corny or not, it makes her feel like there's finally a place where she belongs.

"Now what?" she asks. "Dinner? Is that the appropriate course of action? I've never liked anyone long enough for there to be any kind of anniversary celebration." Just him. Just Loki.

Date: 2023-08-31 07:26 pm (UTC)
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Never. They've never done anything by the book.

But there are times when Sylvie wonders if that's what Bucky wants or if he's doing it for them. Two gods of mischief and chaos, both utterly broken in their own different ways. That makes sense to her. But Bucky, broken or not in his own way, had at least once had the chance at a normal life. He could have gone off to Asgard's war, then come home, gotten married, had a trio of adorable children, and died an old man, surrounded by those who loved him.

The world prevented that from happening for him, but she wonders if he still wants it. If by the book is where he still hoped he might end up.

She can't give him that, but she can give him other normal moments.

"Let's go out for dinner," she says, taking his hand. "Somewhere with table cloths and candles. I'll properly change."

Date: 2023-09-04 11:50 pm (UTC)
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It's an easy enough fix, because she truly doesn't feel comfortable wearing a dress, no matter how long she's been here, no matter how safe it might seem. A dress just feels wrong and when the green washes over her one final time, she settles on something simple, timeless, and entirely Sylvie.

Her boots are a little taller, a platform and block heel rather than a spike, which would be impossible to run in. The pants are black, perfectly tailored, and the blouse she's chosen is a deep plum colour. She leaves it unbuttoned perhaps more than she ought to, exposing her collarbones, a bit of her chest, where the dagger hangs against skin.

"You're already dressed to go out," she comments.

Date: 2023-09-11 04:40 pm (UTC)
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"I really do love you," she replies. "Which is absolutely absurd."

Her smile is soft, telling him she doesn't mean it as an insult in the slightest, that it's as absurd that he loves her at all. This wasn't meant to happen, not a single moment of it, and yet somehow they've caused it all anyway.

She's made a habit of undoing the meant tos of her life, it seems.

"Now come on," she says, reaching up to take his hand from her chest. "Before my car leaves. We can make him take us somewhere extravagant."

Date: 2023-10-05 10:58 pm (UTC)
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As Sylvie slides into the car, she almost tells him he ought to choose. That this is for him, really, only to realize that isn't true. It's for the both of them, even if she doesn't come from a world in which things like this mattered as much as they might have in his.

Despite not having the context for it, she finds it's just as important to her.

"Let me find something," she says once they're settled, opening her phone to do a quick search. "What about this?"

She holds her phone toward Bucky to see the website, a small French place that looks dimly lit and romantic, like she imagines places one goes on their anniversary are supposed to look.

Date: 2023-10-29 03:32 pm (UTC)
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It's something she's seen people doing all over Darrow, all over plenty of timelines, really, but not something she's ever done herself. Any pictures Bucky or Loki have of her, they've taken without her knowledge and she generally doesn't think about things like posing or smiling.

But again, it's something Bucky wants, and there's a sense of vulnerability in his question she can't ignore.

She nods, mouth twisted into something that's her version of a smile. She'll try. For him. For Loki.

Date: 2023-11-06 10:46 pm (UTC)
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"Stunning," she agrees, smirking down at the picture. She swipes on Bucky's phone, the one where he'd kissed her, indeed catching her by surprise. It's the one she prefers, one that captures her as she feels, even if she can't explain what that means exactly.

"Though honestly, this entire city is made up of rather beautiful people," she comments, handing his phone back to him as the car winds down a street toward their destination. "One more strange thing about this place."

Date: 2023-11-10 10:01 pm (UTC)
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Sylvie hasn't made a reservation and she arches an eyebrow at Bucky, knowing he doesn't like when she uses her powers on people. But this, she figures, is harmless, and she reaches out to touch her fingertips to the woman's arm. Briefly, a spark of green light passes between them.

"Is it," she agrees, then nods toward the tablet. "Right there. Table fourteen."

The woman glances down at her tablet and then looks back up, smiling. "Of course," she agrees as she taps the screen, then collects two menus. "Right this way."

Date: 2023-11-22 07:19 pm (UTC)
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"Of course I do, I'm a goddess," Sylvie answers, a quip to cover the way it still makes her feel when Bucky gives her a compliment. Her physical appearance has never been much of a concern for her, but she'd never been lied to the way Loki had. For Sylvie, being a Frost Giant has always been part of her identity, never hidden, simply shifted to exist behind a glamour so she was able to walk through Asgard without issue.

And then it had been easier to hide in the timelines when she looked like everyone else. She doesn't bother with makeup, she doesn't consider how her hair looks beyond it being not in her face.

It still makes her cheeks heat when he tells her she's beautiful.

Date: 2023-12-01 06:07 pm (UTC)
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"He's more of an expert than I am," Sylvie says when the server looks at her as well, as if she's waiting for confirmation. Champagne is nice, it tastes good, even if Sylvie remains cautious when drinking, careful not to cloud her judgement or her reaction time too much.

She still remembers all too well that trip on the train where Loki had decided laying low meant getting drunk.

"But yes," she agrees, then smiles. "I think champagne sounds nice."

Date: 2023-12-06 05:58 pm (UTC)
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"This is our anniversary," she answers as she views the menu. "He gets his own with us both."

It's an odd thing to think, but it's true. She and Loki have been this version of together for just about two years now, their inevitable admission of their feelings coming around early December, and if he wants to celebrate, they can do it then. This is for the two of them tonight.

"We'll go back to your place tonight," she tells Bucky, then selects an item off the menu and smiles as their waitress returns.

Date: 2023-12-18 09:18 pm (UTC)
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There are times, more often than not, Sylvie doesn't know what to do with such emotions. Her own, Bucky's, Loki's. She sees them together and thinks she's the odd one out, a broken person who has spent so much time on the run that she can't understand love the way they do.

But then there are times like this, when she feels like she's perhaps found the only two people in this timeline who understand love exactly how she does.

"I love you," she agrees, then lifts her glass and touches the rim to Bucky's, a soft clink in the din of the restaurant. "And I love us."

Date: 2024-01-03 09:04 pm (UTC)
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"Are you trying to get me drunk?" she asks as she sets her fork down. "Take advantage of me?"

They both know he doesn't need to get her drunk for that, but she enjoys teasing him. It used to be her teasing held more of an edge, she liked to make Bucky squirm, feel uncomfortable, and while she still does to a certain extent, it isn't the same as it once was. She doesn't torment him in order to keep him at a distance.

Somehow the same teasing has become the exact opposite. A drive to bring him closer.

Date: 2024-01-19 06:42 pm (UTC)
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It's been a very long time since Sylvie has been anything even close to tipsy. She'll have a drink here and there, even in the middle of a few good apocalypses, she'd stopped to have a beer, but actually drunk? It's been eons.

Maybe it would be good for her. Maybe it would be fun. She's safe with Bucky, after all, a reality she's long since felt, even if it's something she still occasionally struggles to really accept it.

"Chocolate cake," she agrees without looking at the menu. "And how dare you insult my home's ale in such a way."

Date: 2024-01-24 04:41 pm (UTC)
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At the touch of Bucky's foot against hers, Sylvie smirks at him from across the table and then nudges the toe of her boot higher, against his ankle, then the back of his calf. If they weren't about to leave, she'd likely work her boot off and get her foot higher still, but instead she just takes Bucky's offered hand when he rises from the table.

"Such a gentleman," she teases. "I never know quite what to do with that, especially when you're so terribly filthy in private."

With another smirk, Sylvie releases Bucky's hand and orders a car on her phone while she walks toward the entrance of the restaurant, leaving him to follow.

Date: 2024-02-07 07:33 pm (UTC)
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“I do it on purpose,” she answers with a smirk, slipping one hand beneath the fabric of his shirt and scratching her nails along the skin of his abdomen. Her nails are short, kept relatively blunt, but they can still leave a mark when she means them to.

“It brings me joy, knowing I can cause a little chaos on the day to day,” she adds, then tips her head away him for mouth and instead leans in to sharply nip at his throat.

Date: 2024-02-21 05:20 pm (UTC)
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"Oh, far too many," she replies, voice just as low. She presses her thigh between his, rubbing against him with purpose. Before the car even gets here, she wants him hard. Wanting her.

"With what I'm planning to do to you, that thing will be crushed between us before you have half a chance to eat it," she continues, using her own grip on Bucky to pull him against her as she leans back against the restaurant wall. The car is only a few minutes away, so she slips her hand between them, finds his cock through his trousers, and squeezes. "You better stay ready for me in the car."

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